Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Hungry Girls

Hello Everyone!
As the time for Miss Ohio draws near, I also find myself on the edge of yet another time consuming set of activities on the agenda...
Finals.
Anyway, I wrote a research paper for my Anthropology class, women's studies. I learned a lot, liked the way it turned out.
Thought I would give you all a change to read.
Enjoy!
-Lys

Hungry Girls: Re-defining the Feminine Ideal in Modern Society
                              
           
The women of the western world are hungry. Defined by the complex structure of post-modern society, women seek to achieve levels of inundated proportions while sifting through the compost of mediated definitions of beauty, success, power, and the multifaceted gender role that both liberates and constrains.  Although seemingly psychological in nature, the developmental tendencies of the female to acquire eating disordered behaviors and /or clinically diagnosable eating disorders are more intricately correlated with various socio-cultural factors than previously thought, and this concept allows for a better understanding of the western media’s role in the female concept of identity, her internal awareness of such, and the patterns that lead to the crippling expectations of the feminine ideal.  The socio-cultural definition of femininity, along with body and self image analysis in the western world are “spring board” concepts that reveal the gender-controlled society of patriarchal capitalism that still inadvertently seeks to oppress women through body obsession.
            According to the Eating Disorders Coalition, those affected with eating disorders suffer the highest mortality rate of any mental disorder.  Around 20 % of anorexics die within 10 years of contracting the disease.  The prevalence of eating disorders and disordered eating in women themselves has grown in the last decade, and is reaching a younger female demographic than ever before.  In addition, binge eating disorder has recently become a huge contributing factor to the declining health and increased weight gain of the Americans; an estimated 65% of adults and 30 % of children are overweight, and 15% of those individuals are collectively obese.  Twenty five years ago, models were, on average, 8% thinner than the average woman.  Today, models are 23% thinner than the typical American female, a staggering increase that has led to more than 40% of nine-year old girls having admitted to dieting. (Dereine, Jennifer).  The epidemic of disordered eating among western societies has only recently begun to expand into a full-fledged research ideology, and as a result, many psychologists have determined that a number of factors additionally add to the rise in its prevalence.  The socio-cultural influences of western thought, when paired with the correlating media exposure of such a technologically absorbent and capitalist society, weave together to connectively produce a “feeding ground” for the ineffectual concept of female identity.  This in itself has contributed to an increase in eating disorders, poor self image, and a loss of self, as women seek to “seem” rather than to “be.”  (Beck, Anne.)
            Research has shown that “consumer culture and media imagery have a pervasive and powerful influence on girls at a critical age developmental stage.” (So, Nehrissa, 2006). Within this context, identity is utilized not on an individualistic basis, created and understood by ideas of a natural mental ability and coupled with environmental factors, but instead as a product of a media saturated adolescent experience, where young girls are leeched into a “co-constructed” culture identity by their local social world, as well as drawing upon “cultural resources and symbols to construct, understand, and represent who they are.” (Beck, Anne, 1998).
            In a Fijian Case study conducted to determine the amount of impact that western media exposure had on an indigenous society, the concept of the “emerging female identity” revealed the source of the American female adolescent’s understanding of identity: visual symbols, perpetuated both by consumerism and targeting , clash to create an internal stress environment, as a young girl is forced to “maintain  a trajectory of achievement” that correlates with her presumed obligations as a female.  The intense pressure can easily unravel into an eating disorder as the additional notion of “the body’s plasticity” comes into play within the images presented to her volatile, vulnerable mind. (Beck, Anne,2006) (pg.3).
            Sharlene Hesse-Biber argues that young women literally must learn to “be a body.”, and that this type of “reflective appraisal” suggests that a woman’s measure of worth lies, first, and foremost, in the mirror.  Within the umbrella of this thought process is further evidence of the media’s role in the concept of femininity through research that suggests a mind/ body dichotomy that is not easily separated within western society.  Women, now fully aware of the success and “desirability factor” that arises out of achieving a status that is deemed culturally thin and relevantly beautiful, (and are also aware of potential implications for being overweight and deemed unattractive), place huge value on attaining culturally perpetuated “ideal thinness; “ exerting opinions that place a strong parallel between weight loss with a  sense of power in  the context of the social world. (Hess-Biber, 2006).
This correlation suggests that since social status is determined largely by socio-economic and career–based factors, that maintaining a high level of desirability is crucial when walking alongside the opposite sex.  While striving to create equality between genders,  the seemingly  progressive Western society still has not yet been able to break through the thickly–lined glass ceiling of male  attainability in terms of sustaining prestige in the business world.  The understanding that attractiveness is crucial to have a “leg up” within a fiscally and capitalistically male dominated society then clashes when “A woman with a successful and lucrative career may fear that her success comes at the expense of her femininity.”  (Hess-Biber 2006).
            A woman’s femininity, then, contradicts itself everywhere she turns as she struggles to find the balance between valued career-woman, sexual goddess, and soft, maternal housekeeper.  Modern society, in its vast attempts to  re-define traditional gender definitions, has additionally created a level of internal confliction within the American female that inadvertently promotes a  fundamental (though subconscious) need for women to  regain control in a society that objectifies their bodies, and endorses “capitalist interests” and “patriarchal perspectives.”  The manifestations of these socio-cultural ideals are within “self- imposed” controls. (i.e., dieting, restricting, fasting, over exercising,  )and feeding into the consumerism that, as Becker argues, invariably  exposes a “problem” and then provides the solution under the surmise of products that promise perfection, but consistently fail to live up to the societal ideal associated with it. (Hess-Biber 2006).  The effect of this cycle creates a volatile social environment where paths of psychological interests, environmental experience, media exposure, and a consistently gender-biased society produce diminishing self worth, confidence, internal acuity, and satisfaction in the women of America. Essentially, our society breeds eating disorders.
            Although the blame is clearly placed on the media alone, but on a combination of factors that contribute collectively, case studies have been conducted to test the relevance of how strongly the media can perpetuate an idea in a society with little to no outside exposure, namely the indigenous population of the Fijian people.  Conducted in 1998, the natives had had no previous interaction with western media until 1995, when advancements in technology lent itself to their region.  Suddenly “Xena: Warrior Princess” and “90210” created  conceptualizations concerning the feminine ideal that entirely contrasted the “robust desirability” of women in Pacific Islands, as well as the notion that a healthy appetite in a woman meant that her husband was a good provider. (Beck, 1998).
            Similar findings resulted from another study conducted in 2001 that evaluated Chinese high school girls versus Australian girls to determine differences in positive body image, self worth, frequency of dieting, and importance of peer groups in the development of eating disorders.  Results concluded that Westernized high school students were far more likely to have dieted.  The Chinese girls, in fact, seemed happier with their bodies, and were more likely to diet not as a result of media exposure, but in correspondence to friendship and parental pressure to do so. (Soh, Nerissa, 2006).
            The findings of this study contradict the interpretation of conventional research that individuals who remain saturated in the context of their cultural environment are essentially “protected” from developing disordered eating behaviors.  The prevalence of eating disorders are no longer dismissed as “the white girls disease” (Daniels, Jennifer, 2001), but instead are being evaluated in ways that are “no longer confined to a particular class or ethnic group.” (Beck, Anne, 1998).
            An opposing approach continues to perpetuate the opposite of these findings, undermining the idea that socio-cultural explanations interpret both the inner workings of eating disorders and marginalize the gendered confusion surrounding femininity.  A case study conducted comparing Iranian women living in their homeland versus acculturated Iranian –American women concluded that those living in Iran are more likely to over-exercise and desire the “feeling of an empty stomach” than Iranian-Americans, even though Western media has been banned in that region since 1978.  In addition, a case study evaluating similar characteristics in Thai women revealed that, despite having a strong cultural connection that stemmed outside of Westernized concepts, native Thai women reflected a stronger sense of body image dissatisfaction than those living in America.  These studies suggest that the emphasis, as well as the blame, should not be placed entirely on the Western ideal or media exposure from one region to the next, but that it is instead more relative and individualistic pertaining to culture.  Still, the findings concerning the Fijian people are difficult to ignore, and the rise of eating disorders in the west stimulate the notion that fundamental research may not be the only missing link needed to redraw the lines of the feminine ideal. (Abdollai, Panteha, 2001).
            The dimensions of female identity have long since been evaluated, evolved, surrounded with controversy, injected with sexuality, suppressed, and dejected.  Re-drawing the blurred lines of this complex concept must start with the age of adolescence, when young girls and their vulnerable thought processes are bombarded with a thinness ideal lending to poor self esteem later in life.  Evidence of this is found in a study conducted in 2001 that empirically investigated the linkage of feminine figures with thin women, as well as perceiving heavier women to be “less feminine.”  The emphasis placed on the femininity/ thinness correlation is the place to begin- and in order to reshape the female construction and identification of societal expectations, as well as internal awareness, social action in opposition to subordination via the male perspective is what will begin to unravel the unrealistic standards of beauty, femininity, and objectification that continue to plague western society. (Hesse-Biber, Sharlene 2006).  Barbara Sictermen comments “As women and men take a more active role in running their own lives and in political decision-making and as they communicate socially in a wider variety of fields, so private consumption will become less important.  For private consumption is secretly a malignant consumer democracy and involves the consumption of illusions of attractiveness” ( Sichtermann, 1986, p. 53).
This interpretation values the power of individuality and identity in a society that largely smudges the outline of the developing adolescent female. In her attempts to construct a sense of self worth that is intrinsically preserving she attempts to express her vast ability to contribute to a falsely cathartic culture ; wrapped in a deceptive cohesion of trust by  both treasuring her femininity as a phenomenon and as a jewel, while similarly introducing  her to the  contradicting components of the western feminine idea. And until an active coalition of change is determined and brought to fruition, she and the rest of the western world will remain hungry girls; forced to sit on a shelf of invariable plastic Barbie dolls; Resorted to nothing more than an untapped crystal, submerged in the muddy definitions of society…
Contained with our secrets, we are Les Cours de La Mer, sunk in the unattainable, collecting century’s worth of patriarchal dust.







References

Abdollahi, Panteha and Traci Mann
21 May 2001 Eating Disorder Symptoms and Body Image Concerns in Iran:
Comparisons between Iranian Women in Iran and in America
Department of Psychology, UCLA, Los Angeles, California
Psychology of Women Quarterly, 30 (2006), 258–266.
Blackwell Publishing, Inc.

Altabe, Madeline
 Ethnicity and body image: Quantitative and qualitative analysis
University of South Florida, Tampa, Florida
Becker, Anne
1998 Television, Disordered Eating, and Young Women in Fiji:
Negotiating Body Image and Identity During Rapid Social Change.

Daniels, Jennifer
The diagnosis of eating disorders in women of color

Derenne, Jennifer L.  M.D., Eugene Beresein, M.D.
            Body Image, Media, and Eating Disorders


Engeln-Maddox, Renee
Buying a Beauty Standard or Dreaming of a New Life? Expectations Associated with        Media Ideals Northwestern University.

Grogan, Sarah and Nicola Wainwright
Growing up in the Culture of Slenderness: Girls’ Experiences of Body Dissatisfaction

Gunewardene Anoushka, with  Gail F. Huon and Richang Zheng
2006 Exposure to westernization and dieting: a cross-cultural study
            Beijing Normal University, Dujing China.
           
Hesse-Biber Sharlene,with Patricia Leavy, Courtney E. Quinn,  and Julia Zoino 
1998 The mass marketing of disordered eating and Eating Disorders: The social psychology of women, thinness and culture. International Journal of Eating Disorders, Volume 23, issue 2 

Soh, Nerissa L, with  Stephen W. Touyz, and Lois J. Surgenor
2006 Eating and Body Image disturbances Across Cultures: A European Eating
Disorders Review 14, 54-65 (2006).


Monday, May 23, 2011

NEDA Walk

The NEDA Walk was a huge success and I felt so privileged to be a part of it!
Through out efforts, we were able to raise a whopping $7,000 for Eating Disorder treatment to those in need.
Here are a few pictures from the walk last Saturday:









What a great time! Thanks for reading :)

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

The NEDA Walk!

The NEDA Walk!

It has been a long time since I updated, but I wanted to post some information regarding the National Eating Disorder Association's 5K Walk that will be taking place at Fred Beekman Park this Saturday, May 14, from 10 am -2pm.

I am really excited to have been a part of the volunteer process for this event, and if any of you will be in the Columbus area this weekend,  we would love for you to come out and support us!

Here is a link to register if you are interested:
NEDA Website

In other News, I have added a blog about my fitness and health journey to the days leading up to Miss Ohio.
I hope to continue it after the pageant, as my ultimate goal is to make working out a part of my lifestyle.

And my other website is  up!
You can follow the link here to check it out:
alyssahanson.com

More updates to come this week!

-Alyssa

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Last Week.

Last week was...
Chock full of many things.
Many to do lists, and checkmarks, and arrows. (indicating the things that I wasn't able to do, didn't get around to, or simply didn't have the mental capacity to decide.
Last week was full of...
lots of bills.
And reminders of bills.
And three parking tickets.
Also, don't go to a wine tasting on an empty stomach. (boy did I learn  my lesson...)

Last week was full of....
baking and food!!!!
Including, (but not limited to..)
Red Velvet and Lemon Cupcakes with Cream Cheese Icing.










Snickerdoodles.













My Crazy To-Do List






Last week was...
Getting Accepted into the Disney College Internship Program...this one was kind of a big deal.

Last week was...only working out twice!? Fail.
Working my butt off serving people Prime Rib? Great success. I still have not returned to the status of "closer", but we shall see if my coworkers can resist the epicness of whatever yummy treat of bribery I decide to bring in this week. hehe. I have a brilliant plan.

Last week....was hearing my best friend sing "And so it goes" on a Face book message and  getting introspective for an entire day...
Because I realized that I haven't sang an entire song in months.
Last week was missing music.

Last week was letting go. Of things I still haven't let go.
Of things I should have known how to hold. And keep safe.

Last week was an idea! Many wonderful ideas.
Many thoughts of life and grandeur.

Last week was pacifying my indecision with subsequent events and minor decisions that led to an overarching set up of the fact that I am still running..from what I know that I  must do.
To leave the  mental space.
The subdued hue. .
It is only in this place that I can breathe.
Without the clouded vision.
I can see.

So what will this week bring?

More doubt?
No. 
I won't leave this time. 
Without
a solid frame of mind 
or song to sing. 
I place where I 
intend 
to 
Spread my Wings. 

"It's not the load that breaks you down.. 
It's the way you carry it. "
            -Lena Horne

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Circular Patterns lead to no direction.

I don't know entirely where this post is going to go, today.
I only know that my coffee is strong this morning.
At 6:59 a.m.
Because I pushed the "strong brew" button today.
I think it's going to be one of those days.
You know those days? Where you get up, and you don't quit for one second?
Yeah, it's kind of going to be like that. But I suppose that's what college life is;
moving a light speed without having a solidified direction.
I suppose that's why so many of us feel a little lost once post-graduation hits.
We have been busy creating our lives for the past four years inside the "It's okay to try everything" bubble...and then we receive a diploma, and we are pushed out into the media saturated, technology dependent world..and expected to get it right.
Right?
What is right?
Is this some sort of a pageant question?

Okay, fine. I am going to appease myself.
Pageant question of the day: (this seems like a good idea, maybe I shall start it)
-"Where do you see yourself in 5 years?"
(note: I have been asked this question on multiple occasions...in multiple pageant and job interviews...ugh)
-Typical BS response...."Well, I can definitely see myself in a Broadcast Journalism stint for ahwhile, but ultimately I want to end up in the field of Corporate Public Relations or Communications.

Okay...Does anyone have an idea of what that even MEANS?
Have we ever fooled anyone with such malarchy?
If I could actually answer this question.Today. With the copious amounts of caffeine that I have had, and mentally transparent state to which I currently prescribe, I would perhaps, instead, render a response similar to this:
"Well, I am currently pursuing a degree in Strategic Communication. I'm not really sure what that is, but when I transferred to OSU, and I was looking at a document that listed all the different types of overly vague degrees that I could consider, this seemed to roll of my tongue in the best way. Nope, I don't really love this degree, because I have no idea what to do with it. But I'm going with it, because for once in my life, I need to finish something."

Wow. That's real inspiring, isn't it? hmmmm....
This, my friends, is the reality of most of us after we finish college. Truly. I see it all the time. I work at a steakhouse with people who have LEGIT degrees and no focus or motivation or marketing skills to thrive in the job market.
So this begs the question of..

What the heck should we do to change this? How do we become solidified in a career by age 22? What do we even know about life at age 22?

We, as college students (I am mainly referring to women), become accustomed to several unique forms of living, which include, but are not entitled to:

  • Binge Drinking
  • Less than 4 hours of sleep on a daily basis
  • Casual sex as an acceptable form of dating
  • Bartending jobs
  • Slutty clothing in negative degree weather/ ridiculously casual, pajama like outfits during class 
  • Thinking that someone cares about the fact that we are trying out a new Jazz class. 
In the end, we end up spit out of a huge university, where everyone seems to be a slightly different shade of the next person, with the same unfocused degree....

I don't know about you, but this scares the H-E-double-hockey-sticks-outta-me.
I have to find a way to stand out in a school that promises nothing for an artist like me. 
We all must find a way to pursue happiness without falling subject to the 
circular patterns of the college experience that lead 
us in no direction. 

That being said, I find that my tangent made my 
coffee cold. ...
So I will wrap this up. 
The goal I had in my previous post was to begin to challenge myself by changing my way of thinking. 
Today, the goal is to SEE THE BIG PICTURE and hold onto the dreams that I eagerly had before the tainted, darker mixture of paint settled into my moldable, young soul. 

So today, I will make one decision that leads me to a direction that I can follow in the days to come. 
But today I will avoid the 
Circular Patterns. 

-Lys

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Balance...And where to draw the line.

I sit here in my dimly lit kitchen; my fridge quietly humming in the background, and I think to myself :
Right now is a good time to blog.
Granted, it's been a long time since I really sat down and blogged, and I was only persistent on this particular site a few times.
Nontheless, I feel that it is  time. 
The topic of discussion this evening?
Balance. 
The concept is simple. 
The execution, however, alludes many of us on a daily basis.  
 In this constantly changing series of events we call our lives, it seems that one particular event, idea, or circumstance continues to take precedence in ways that disrupt the pattern of balance that so many of us desperately seek. 
A lack of balance can manifest itself in many ways. 
For the growing child, it could be too many video games and not enough sleep. 
For the adolescent, perhaps it's too many extracurriculars and not enough time to study. 
For the business woman/man, the meetings are long and the drive home is longer. 
And for the soccer-mom of three,it could be a lack of self preservation taken in the form of her family and their demanding schedule.  
So she puts off her manicure. 
Her own needs can wait. 
After all, sometimes there just isn;t 
enough
time. 

Time
That's what it really boils down to- 
we fill our lives with 
remedial productivity 
that ,in the end, will only merge into  other
    •  tasks and
    •  meetings and
    •  bullet points;

The checklists that we throw away at  the end of every day. 
Or we stash them somewhere and a few days later give them no second thought. Because chances are, we have created an entirely new list of things that we must accomplish, and while it no doubt contains some of the same "To Do" list elements that never really get off the paper, this set of checkmarks no longer matter. 
Our mindset has already moved on. 
To another time. Another place .
Another bank deposit. 
A different workout. 
A new week of groceries, or a higher utility bill, or an exam in a class that we didn't have last quarter. 
Everything is circular. And yet time is relative. 
Because we spend our entire lives trying to 
get everything done...
 so that we have time to spend doing 
the things we  love.
That is  the irony of living itself..
 the things that we love..
Rarely even end up on the list. 

Balance. 

Without it, our lives will pass us by, and we will end up with nothing but a stack of
 Repurposed tasks on lists that we
 never finished. 

So think about it...
What penetrated your life today that kept you from doing something 
that you love?
And how can you eliminate it for tomorrow?

" Yesterday has gone. Tomorrow has not yet come. 
We have only today. Let us Begin."
-Mother Theresa

Monday, November 29, 2010

Mirror Lake in the Wintertime.

This picture doesn't do it justice. 
This picture doesn't tell enough.
Of the memories I've shared here.
Of the reminiscing. 
Tough, bitter mornings
 Of the windy, lonely cold. 
Of the flesh and of the beating. 
All these stories aren't told.
It doesn't tell of fires that rage within the water.
It doesn't show how winter's icy breath 
made cold air  hotter. 
The way your cheek felt warmer, somehow ,
 thawed out in this place. 
The way I pressed against your jacket. 
 The way I pressed into your face.
To delight in arms that held me. 
As a girl denying who
I truly was in  Lake's Reflection.
Without solace.
without you.
And I have seen this mirror's secrets. 
I have run along the lines
of the patterned, worn out pavement
Aged as it's 
transcended time.
Held up to the rattled freshmen
who, drunken with their youth
and free with new derision. 
Jumped together.
Inside you. 
And I have watched you,
Mirror Lake. 
Remain so glittered in my path
that I've often sworn I heard
inside your water
Mem'ried laugh.
And as I sit among the benches, 
among your silent water's chill, 
and I bend to see if I can 
see the moments on the hill
that I have spent as an old child. 
 and with whom I've shared my heart. 
A girl who felt the time go by. 
And somehow found her art...
I looked upon my left side. 
And I glanced upon my right. 
And in my sweet depravity, 
in the winter, 
on this night. 
I relived all the places 
and the love that I had lived. 
On this campus. 
In these winters. 
By the lake I sat within. 
And I bled for those who loved me. 
And I bled for what I lost. 
And I sought some sort of solace 
in the gravity of cost. 
But the irony of Mirrors
Is that when you shatter glass..
You leave behind the flecks of 
all the pictures of the past. 
So many will run through you. 
and they will then leave and live. 
But you'll remain a frozen part 
of heart that we did give. 
As children of the tainted world. 
We'll all return to say.
We walk such different paths now. 
Still bleeding
scarlet and grey.